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When we decided to meet, he picked a crowded and very “straight” restaurant for our first date.
We went the entire meal discussing non-gay topics, and it wasn’t until we asked for the check that he found the courage to talk about “gay” things, groups, clubs etc.
Normally my accomplishments would be a source of pride for friends and family in Russia, except that I'm gay—which puts me in the same category as criminals, drug dealers, and prostitutes.
At university I was finally able to find my own circle of friends, but even there I didn’t have the confidence to open up: not to my parents, not to my friends, certainly not to the whole world. I wasn’t ready to accept that I might be different.
When I typed “man looking for man” in the search engine, I only found 20 people around my area.
All their profiles were incomplete and lacked even the basic details, and most had missing or blurred pictures.
By the end of the night, I realized I was paying attention to the wrong guy, because the guy who made me feel butterflies in my stomach was Max. I like to watch him while he sleeps and listen to him breathe.
Although he only cooks once in a blue moon, when it happens, the things he makes are delicious.I still wonder what his secret ingredients must be.We’ve been together over a year now and it hasn’t all been easy.They said things like, “The devil is living inside you.We have to call the exorcist and the psychologist,” or, “Why didn’t you tell us about the symptoms when you first discovered the disease? They asked me if anyone else knew about “it.” They were worried their friends would find out and stop talking to them.